I Was Most Alive For You — Accessible For The Deaf…And Complicated

As the family gathers for a Thanksgiving right before everything starts to fall apart, Knox (Russell Harvard) gives thanks for “three things I used to think weren’t gifts at all: Deafness… Being gay…. Addiction. They are gifts… Each brought me to great clarity.”
Clarity is the great aim of Playwrights Horizons’ production of “I Was Most Alive With You,” Craig Lucas’s play about a family that suddenly must cope with a series of calamities. But it’s an unusual kind of clarity for the theater – clarity for deaf people.
As I point out in my article for TDF Stages, 14 actors are performing the play divided into two casts playing the same seven roles: Russell Harvard, Lois Smith and five other actors portray the characters on stage, while simultaneously seven other actors use ASL to portray the same characters from a balcony above. “We’re not just interpreting, we’re part of the story,” signs Anthony Natale, one of the seven “shadow cast” members in the balcony.
If that’s not complicated enough, two of the five characters are deaf. One of them is portrayed by Harvard, who is himself deaf. best known for his performances in Tribes and in Deaf West’s Spring Awakening on Broadway.
He delivers that Thanksgiving speech in ASL (with supertitles projected onto a screen on the stage.)  But sometimes Knox speaks in English; then Harold Foxx, who is the “Shadow Knox,” performs the same dialogue in ASL on the balcony.
“It’s been enormously challenging and complicated,” says director Tyne Rafaeli. “It is also very deep and important. The play is about how we tell the story of our lives — what language we use, how we struggle to communicate. Having people on different levels in different languages is a lot for the human brain to take in. The audience has to work hard — and I don’t think that is a bad thing.”
More on TDF Stages

Russell Harvard (Knox) and Tad Cooley (Farhad)

Michael Gaston (Ash), Lisa Emery (Pleasant), Russell Harvard (Knox); and Gameela Wright (Mariama) in background

Russell Harvard (Knox) and Marianna Bassham (Astrid)

Russell Harvard (Knox) and Gameela Wright (Mariama)

Lois Smith (Carla) and Lisa Emery (Pleasant)

Russell Harvard (Knox), Tad Cooley (Farhad), and Lisa Emery (Pleasant)

(L to R) Tad Cooley (Farhad), Russell Harvard (Knox), Marianna Bassham (Astrid), Lois Smith (Carla), Michael Gaston (Ash) below; Anthony Natale (Shadow Farhad) & Harold Foxx (Shadow Knox) above

L to R in foreground: Tad Cooley (Farhad), Michael Gaston (Ash), Lisa Emery (Pleasant), Russell Harvard (Knox) below; Anthony Natale (Shadow Farhad), Seth Gore (Shadow Ash), Amelia Hensley (Shadow Pleasant), and Harold Foxx (Shadow Knox) above

Marianna Bassham (Astrid) & Michael Gaston (Ash) below; Beth Applebaum (Shadow Astrid) & Seth Gore (Shadow Ash) above